October 2011
5 posts
Vanishing Act
How can something that was so real, just vanish into thin air like dust.
I did something super depressing today. Went ahead and read all the posts we sent each other on our blog, and reread all the posts that I posted on my xanga when we were going through our break up. And I only felt anger. ANGER for letting myself be treated the way I was, but I don’t regret anything. Because I gave...
I Realized...
that I’m terrified to delve into a new relationship thats more than surface with the opposite gender after my previous relationship.
It’s like, i grow this sense of disgust and then i feel like throwing up even thinking about the thought of getting close to another guy.
It kind of sucks, but this is a season of healing, a season where I can grow stronger in Him.
Just thought...
Life is so much larger.
Than what I want.
Than what I need.
Than what I am.
Life is seriously Love.
God is Love.
My heart goes out to all those who are less fortunate than I.
Not in a sense to brag that I have more or in any sense of entitlement at all.
But for those who are suffering, as I suffer as well.
We are all the same.
<3 people around you, find the greater meaning in life than just to complain.
